Tonight I had a ladies’ night out with three of my old roommates. We had dinner, watched a movie, ate brownies and ice cream, and had fun visiting.

Despite that, I want to cry.

So many people I know are pregnant or just had babies and it’s so hard not to feel jealous.

Despite that, I design baby announcements and throw baby showers and give baby gifts.

Being a grown-up is hard because nothing makes sense.



Yesterday Evan saw this picture of Christian on the computer.


He started laughing. “Christian’s nose looks like a pig nose because it doesn’t have any of these!” [sticks a finger in each nostril]

Only a 4 year old could get away with saying that. Thanks for keepin’ it real, Evan.