Tonight I had a ladies’ night out with three of my old roommates. We had dinner, watched a movie, ate brownies and ice cream, and had fun visiting.

Despite that, I want to cry.

So many people I know are pregnant or just had babies and it’s so hard not to feel jealous.

Despite that, I design baby announcements and throw baby showers and give baby gifts.

Being a grown-up is hard because nothing makes sense.


One Comment on “Despite”

  1. I’m sorry Mika… It’s nice to hear that you are spending time with friends and loved ones… However, I can only imagine your grief and jealous moments… Hope you know that you, Jarom, Evan, June and Christian are in my heart and prayers!

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