Non-update
Posted: July 9, 2013 Filed under: The Story of a Mother, War and Peace 2 CommentsI honestly have nothing new to say. If I tried to blog every day, it would look like this:
I did something fun, and then I cried.
I did something boring, and then I cried.
I did nothing, and then I cried.
I couldn’t stand to be around people, and then I cried.
I slept, and then I cried.
I took the dog outside, and then I cried.
It was the Fourth of July, and then I cried.
I visited with family and friends, and then I cried.
I saw pictures of a baby, and then I cried.
I heard that my friend had a baby, and then I cried.
I sat on my bed, and then I cried.
I stared out the window, and then I cried.
I ate something, and then I cried.
I didn’t want to eat anything, and then I cried.
I read a book, and then I cried.
I stayed in pajamas all day, and then I cried.
I cried, and then I cried some more.
I thought you might not be interested in reading a bunch of short entries like that, so when I don’t blog for a while, just pick something off the list and assume that’s what I’m up to.
I read your blogs, and then I cry too. Both because I know you are hurting, and because I know it will take a lot more time before the crying slows down. But we love you so much, and will continue to pray for you to be at peace. You and Jarom both.
I would still read your blog if that’s what it looked like every day. Just saying.
Still think about you guys a lot, still pray, and still wish Christian could have lived. Hoping for a day for both of you soon that things start hurting less. Or start making sense more. Or feel somewhat normal. Something good anyway.
Love, Meg the Han