my symptoms tonight include dizziness, shortness of breath, giddiness, and feeling like a million dollaras.

diagnosis: head-over-heels. we just had a quiet evening — watched jurassic park, ate dinner, talked — but it was one of the best I’ve had in months. in fact it was practically perfect. this is what I’ve been waiting for. this is why I stuck around. because I am completely in love with this boy, and he’s my best friend in the whole world.

ahhh it’s good to be his again.